I WILL JUST EAT CHOCOLATES

GIVE ME A BOX OF CHOCOLATES!!!!! THAT WOULD BE EASIER. I GOT A RESPONSE FROM THE LAWYER IN GUATEMALA. AS OF RIGHT NOW THERE IS NO BABY. WHICH REALLY DOESN'T SURPRISE ME AT ALL. SO, I E-MAILED MY CONTACT PERSON AND ASK HER WHY IT TOOK THEM SO LONG TO GET ANOTHER REFERRAL BECAUSE I HAVE TALKED TO SEVERAL FAMILIES THAT HAVE LOST REFERRALS AND THEY ALL HAD ANOTHER WITHIN A WEEK. WELL, IT HAS BEEN OVER A WEEK FOR ME. MY AGENCY EXPECTS ME TO JUST SIT AND SIT AND SIT. THE LAWYER EVEN SAID THAT SHE PREFER I DIDN'T TRAVEL UNLESS I HAD A BABY. WELL, GUESS WHAT? SHE DOESN'T OWN THE COUNTRY. I ALREADY HAVE TICKETS AND I AM GOING. BESIDES MY FRIEND ELLIE AND HER MOM ARE GOING TO MEET ANGELENA FOR THE FIRST TIME. I AM SO EXCITED FOR HER. I KNOW EXACTLY HOW SHE IS FEELING RIGHT NOW. SHE CAN'T DESCRIBE IT BUT I HAVE BEEN THERE AND I KNOW. I AM A MEMBER OF AN ADOPTION FORUM THAT HAS BEEN REALLY HELPFUL. I GUESS THE OWNER OF ANOTHER AGENCY READ MY STORY ON THE SITE. SHE E-MAILED ME SEVERAL TIMES TODAY AND WAS EXTRA NICE. SHE HAS 2 ADOPTED CHILDREN FROM GUATEMALA AND SHE ALSO HAS LOST A REFERRAL. SHE SAID THAT SHE ALWAYS HAS BABIES. SHE EVEN SENT ME A PICTURE OF A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL THAT WAS BORN JUNE 9TH, 2006. HER HEALTH HISTORY IS PERFECT. NOW I AM CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT I SHOULD DO. MY LIFE IS FULL OF CONFUSION RIGHT NOW.



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