MAYA'S FIRST BABY SHOWER

MY CO-WORKERS ARE GIVING ME A BREAKFAST BABY SHOWER AFTER WORK IN THE MORNING. I AM NOT VERY EXCITED ABOUT THIS. SOME OF THEM HAVE BEEN VERY RUDE TO ME DURING THIS PROCESS. THEY DON'T HAVE A CLUE WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH OVER THE PAST 2.5 YEARS. THEY WERE THROWING BABY SHOWERS FOR ALL THE PREGNANT WOMEN AT WORK AND TELLING ME "IF" MAYA EVERY COMES HOME WE WILL GIVE YOU A SHOWER. WELL, I HAD HEARD THAT ENOUGH. I UNDERSTAND THAT ADOPTION IS VERY UNCERTAIN BUT SHE IS COMING HOME. SO, LAST WEEK I ASK THIS ONE CO-WORKER WHAT SHE THOUGHT THE DIFFERENCE WAS IN ME AND THE PREGNANT PERSON. SHE SAID THAT SHE KNOWS THE PREGNANT PERSON WILL HAVE A BABY. I LOST IT!!! I TOLD HER THAT THERE IS NO PROMISE THAT HER BABY WILL BE BORN. JUST BECAUSE HER BELLY IS GETTING BIG DOESN'T MEAN THAT SHE WILL HAVE A BABY. ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN. SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET IT. SO, ABOUT AN HOUR AFTER THIS CONVERSATION 3 OF MY CO-WORKERS CAME TO ME PLANNING A BABY SHOWER. I JUST TOLD THEM TO FORGET IT BECAUSE I KNEW WHY THEY WERE GIVING IT. WELL, THEY DIDN'T SO IN THE MORNING I HAVE TO SUCK IT UP AND BE NICE. I CAN DO THAT. SEVERAL OF MY VERY DEAR FRIENDS WILL BE THERE. I CAN MAKE THIS A FUN EVENT. I JUST HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT IT IS FOR MAYA. SORRY TO BE SO FUSSY TODAY BUT STUPID PEOPLE REALLY FRUSTRATE ME.