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MAYA'S ADOPTION JOURNEY

WELCOME TO MY JOURNEY TO BRING MY DAUGHTER, MAYA GRACE HOME FROM GUATEMALA. DURING THIS JOURNEY I HAVE STUMBLED OVER MANY MOUNTAINS ONLY TO BUILD MY FAITH. THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THE HARDEST JOURNEY'S OF MY LIFE AND IT HAS THE GREATEST PRIZE AT THE END. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEM TO PLACE MY DAUGHTER IN MY ARMS FOREVER. MY DREAMS WILL THEN BE REALITY!!!

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Thursday, November 09, 2006

JUST A BIT SAD TODAY!!

I FEEL SO SAD AND DISAPPOINTED TODAY!!
MY LAWYER HAS BEEN TAKING MY DOCUMENTS TO THE EMBASSY FOR DNA APPROVAL EVERYDAY THIS WEEK. ONLY TO GET REJECTED!! IT IS NOT ANYTHING ON MY SIDE THAT I CAN DO. IT IS JUST LITTLE THINGS THAT HE HAS TO CORRECT. WHY DIDN'T THEY TELL HIM EVERYTHING THE FIRST DAY. NOW IT IS ALMOST THE WEEKEND AND NOTHING WILL BE DONE. I HATE WEEKENDS!!!! HE IS STILL HOPING TO GET THE DNA DONE BY MID WEEK NEXT WEEK. ANOTHER WEEK WASTED!! I WONDER SOMETIMES IF I WILL EVER BE A MOMMY. MY HEART ACHES TO HAVE MAYA IN MY ARMS. IT JUST SEEMS LIKE MY DREAM IS GETTING FURTHER AWAY FROM REALITY.

posted by Ginger--Maya's mommy @ 5:08 PM  

3 Comments:

  • At 8:30 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hang in there... I can only say i was in your shoes too... We had Luke's referral for 13 months before brought him home, we are still waiting for sophie... And I will wait a lifetime for her!
    You are meant to be a mother, you have a good heart, all in God's time not ours, I know sometimes I wish he would pick the pace too!

     

  • At 3:50 PM, Blogger Mackenzie's Forever Family said…

    I'm the first to admit that I haven't always had this mind state, but I do NOW finally realize that God has a timeline that is absolutely perfect and if we can trust in Him things will be fine.

    I know right now that is little consolation but we'll be praying for you.

    Mackenzie's forever family

     

  • At 7:27 PM, Blogger ~Kristen said…

    He'll get it right... he has too!
    Maya knows you love her and she is safe... I'll pray for you both.

     

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I am a single mother with a daughter from Guatemala. I brought her home on August 21st, 2007. I am loving every second of motherhood. Maya is the love of my life. I can't imagine life without her. I thank God everyday that she is home in my arms.

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