YOU ARE..........
YOU ARE THE REASON I BREATH, THE REASON WHY I KEEP ON LIVING.
YOU ARE THE REASON GOD MADE A MOMMY, THE REASON WHY I LOVE EACH DAY.
YOU ARE A BLESSING.
THE ONE I NEED, MY DESTINY, THE APPLE OF MY EYE.
YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER!!!
MY THOUGHTS TODAY ARE WITH MAYA'S BIRTHMOTHER. FIVE MONTHS AGO TODAY SHE GAVE BIRTH TO OUR DAUGHTER. MAKING THIS DECISION TO GIVE HER LITTLE ONE TO A COMPLETE STRANGER MUST HAVE BEEN SO HARD. I REALLY ADMIRE HER FOR THAT AND I AM SO THANKFUL THAT SHE CHOSE LIFE. MAYA WILL ALWAYS KNOW ABOUT THE WOMAN THAT GAVE HER LIFE. I GUESS I FEEL REALLY SELFISH WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT. SHE GAVE MAYA TO COMPLETE STRANGERS FOREVER AND I GET SO DEPRESSED GIVING HER BACK FOR A SHORT TIME TO A VERY LOVING FOSTER FAMILY. MAYA IS ONE LUCKY LITTLE GIRL. SHE HAS A BIRTHMOTHER THAT LOVED HER ENOUGH TO GIVE HER A LIFE, A FOSTER FAMILY THAT ADORES HER AND WILL BE HER FAMILY FOREVER, AND THEN THERE IS ME WHO LOVES HER SO MUCH. I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE MY LOVE FOR HER. IT IS AMAZING TO LOVE SOMEONE SO SMALL, SO MUCH.
HAPPY 5 MONTH BIRTHDAY MAYA!!! I WISH THAT WE COULD BE TOGETHER FOR THIS MILE STONE IN YOUR LIFE. SOMETIMES YOU SEEM SO FAR AWAY BUT THEN I LOOK UP AT THE SKY AND REALIZE THAT WE ARE UNDER THE SAME STARS AND GOD IS WATCHING OVER BOTH US. ALWAYS KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY SWEET LITTLE MAYA.




14 Comments:
At 9:08 AM,
Anonymous said…
Happy 5 months, beautiful Maya!
At 10:42 AM,
Rhonda said…
Love your post today...Maya is adorable!
At 10:57 AM,
Anonymous said…
Happy Birthday Maya!!! Your Mommy is not selfish! She is just in love with you!!! :)
At 1:12 PM,
Betsy said…
Ah, so sweet. Happy 5 mos. Maya!
At 1:47 PM,
Anonymous said…
Happy 5 month birthday Maya!
At 1:51 PM,
Anonymous said…
Okay everyday I go into your blog and read it, And I end up in tears. Boy is my emotions on stand still. She is very lucky to have a mommy like you. I can't wait till both our girls come home!
At 3:01 PM,
nikki said…
Maya is very lucky to have you.
Happy 5 month Maya
At 3:11 PM,
Anonymous said…
happy 5 month old birthday darling darling girl! Can't wait to meet you and see that you are in your mom's arms forever!!!
At 4:50 PM,
~Kristen said…
Happy Happy 5 Month Birthday Maya!!!!
At 7:56 PM,
Anonymous said…
That was a beautifully written post.
Happy 5 months Maya!
At 8:34 PM,
Anonymous said…
OKAY --now I have tears!!!!--oooh that got me all choked up!!! Ginger --Little Maya is so very blessed to have a special mommy like you!!--You can feel your love for her thru your writing and it makes me cry!! I want her in your arms forever!!!!! It is almost here!!!
Happy five months little sweet Maya!!!!
At 8:47 PM,
Anonymous said…
Happy five months Maya, pretty soon you'll be in your Mommy's arms forever.
At 9:05 PM,
Anonymous said…
Happy birthday baby girl! What an awesome day it will be to see her home in mommy's arms forever!
stephanie
At 6:53 AM,
Anonymous said…
Ginger, she is so beautiful. And it is so obvious how in love with her you are. What a sweet mommy and baby!
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