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MAYA'S ADOPTION JOURNEY

WELCOME TO MY JOURNEY TO BRING MY DAUGHTER, MAYA GRACE HOME FROM GUATEMALA. DURING THIS JOURNEY I HAVE STUMBLED OVER MANY MOUNTAINS ONLY TO BUILD MY FAITH. THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THE HARDEST JOURNEY'S OF MY LIFE AND IT HAS THE GREATEST PRIZE AT THE END. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEM TO PLACE MY DAUGHTER IN MY ARMS FOREVER. MY DREAMS WILL THEN BE REALITY!!!

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

THINGS THAT I MISS!!!

I AM HOME AND FEEL SO LOST AND EMPTY. I MISS MAYA SO MUCH. I CAN'T EVEN START TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL. SHE IS MY WHOLE HEART AND NOW MY HEART HAS A HUGE HOLE IN IT. I HOPE SHE KNOWS THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE HER BUT IT WAS SOMETHING THAT I HAD TO DO FOR NOW.

18 Comments:

  • At 5:20 PM, Blogger Tricia said…

    GINGER, my heart aches & aches & aches for you.

    I am so sorry.

    Take care OF YOU, okay?

     
  • At 6:01 PM, Blogger Nan and Dan said…

    I am so sorry you had to make this decision :(
    Hopefully you will be back very soon to get her for good!
    ((nancy))

     
  • At 6:06 PM, Blogger Julie said…

    I'm so sorry that this happened to you! Next time, you'll be with her for GOOD! You're so strong and you're a great mommy - don't ever forget that!!!

    ((HUGS))

     
  • At 6:11 PM, Blogger Courty said…

    Oh Ginger, I am going to pray and pray that you will get PINK soon!!

    Come on PINK!!!!!


    (((HUGS)))

     
  • At 6:19 PM, Blogger Karen D. said…

    Ginger,
    I am praying for you.... I don't know what else to say.

    Take Care!
    Karen

     
  • At 7:32 PM, Blogger Alleen said…

    I just don't know what to say that could possibly comfort you. To have to come back without Maya has to be the most difficult thing you've ever had to do.

     
  • At 7:32 PM, Blogger Shelby said…

    I am glad you made it home safely and now I pray you are going back quickly to make that final forever home trip.

     
  • At 9:21 PM, Blogger Melissa said…

    What a pretty picture of Maya and Mommy! I'll be praying that you are reunited forever soon.

     
  • At 11:03 PM, Blogger Michelle Smiles said…

    I can't imagine what a hard decision that was for you. You are in my thoughts...I hope that pink comes quickly.

     
  • At 11:14 PM, Blogger Natalie said…

    Ginger, I am here for you. I am praying that you will be able to get back down there as soon as possible.

     
  • At 1:46 AM, Blogger Calico Sky said…

    There is no doubt Maya can feel how much you love her. Praying hard that you are both reunited soon.
    BIG HUGS

     
  • At 6:57 AM, Blogger Corey said…

    Maya knows you love her!!! Next time it will be for GOOD!

     
  • At 8:13 AM, Blogger Betsy said…

    Uggh! (Heart flops).

    "Here's my shoulder and the box of Kleenex is to your left."

    Now... what the HELL is going on?! When is your embassy appt.? Dumb assess! I just want this to be over for you and Maya. For corns sake!

     
  • At 8:45 AM, Blogger Mary said…

    GInger, I woke up this morning feeling very sad for you. I just can't believe you have to go through this. It sucks. I hope that you can return to Guatemala very soon and get that beautiful baby. ((HUGS))

     
  • At 11:55 AM, Blogger nikki said…

    Ginger,
    I can't imagine how hard this must be for you. Take care of yourself.
    Praying for pink for you

     
  • At 6:05 PM, Blogger Ruth said…

    Ginger,

    My heart goes out to you both. She'll be home on His time. Have faith.

    Ruth
    www.guatemalansisters.blogspot.com

     
  • At 8:43 PM, Blogger LouLou said…

    Ginger,
    I am praying for you and Maya. Just think....3 more days and that's it. I hope you get to go home quickly, BUT it would be nice to meet you in GC. Email me, and let me know where you are staying when you go back and what your plan is.

    Love and hugs!

     
  • At 12:58 PM, Blogger bodegalee said…

    Oh Ginger
    (((BIG HUGS)))... I"m so very sorry...I can only begin to imagine. Praying this is resolved very quickly... you take good care

     

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I am a single mother with a daughter from Guatemala. I brought her home on August 21st, 2007. I am loving every second of motherhood. Maya is the love of my life. I can't imagine life without her. I thank God everyday that she is home in my arms.

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