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MAYA'S ADOPTION JOURNEY

WELCOME TO MY JOURNEY TO BRING MY DAUGHTER, MAYA GRACE HOME FROM GUATEMALA. DURING THIS JOURNEY I HAVE STUMBLED OVER MANY MOUNTAINS ONLY TO BUILD MY FAITH. THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THE HARDEST JOURNEY'S OF MY LIFE AND IT HAS THE GREATEST PRIZE AT THE END. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEM TO PLACE MY DAUGHTER IN MY ARMS FOREVER. MY DREAMS WILL THEN BE REALITY!!!

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

THE NERVE OF HIM!!!

WELL, I FINALLY GOT A RESPONSE FROM MY LAWYER. AFTER 500 E-MAILS AND PHONE CALLS. HOWEVER, HE REALLY DIDN'T TELL ME ANYTHING. HE JUST SAID THAT THIS WAS NOT MY FAULT AND THAT I SHOULDN'T WORRY. WHATEVER???? OH, AND HE TOLD ME TO HAVE A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. I
E-MAILED HIM BACK AND TOLD HIM THAT I NEVER BLAMED MYSELF, IT WAS HIM THAT I BLAME. AS FAR THE "HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY", MY BABY IS 3000 MILES AWAY AND I DON'T KNOW IF SHE WILL EVER COME HOME AND HE TELLS ME TO HAVE A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. THAT JUST PISSED ME OFF. I WAS SO MAD!!! I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE A MOTHER. I REALLY DREAD THAT DAY. FOR THE PAST 2 MOTHER'S DAY, I HAD HOPED AND PRAYED THAT I COULD CELEBRATE THE DAY. IT JUST IS NOT HAPPENING. A THIS POINT I DON'T KNOW IF IT WILL EVER HAPPEN. SORRY TO SOUND SO NEGATIVE AND FRUSTATED BUT THIS IS JUST HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW.

posted by Ginger--Maya's mommy @ 6:43 AM  

9 Comments:

  • At 7:06 AM, Blogger Bekah said…

    Oh Ginger...I am so sorry Maya is not home for this Mother's Day. I can't imagine how much your heart hurts knowing that she should be home and now you are back without her. I am praying for strength for you because I really can't imagine how brutal the unknowns of all this are. Keep fighting for Maya...she WILL come home!

     

  • At 7:07 AM, Blogger Melissa said…

    Oh, Ginger, I don't even know what to say. He didn't give you any info about what was happening or when this could be resolved? I am praying for you. Maya is adorable in that picture.

     

  • At 9:24 AM, Blogger Natalie said…

    Mothers Day is overrated!:) But I know how you feel about it...there were many Mothers Days that I just dreaded. It stinks and I am so sorry that you will not be with Maya on that day. You know I'm praying for you.

     

  • At 12:01 PM, Blogger Lori said…

    Plan something special for you on Sunday!! Call it Ginger's Day!! Hang in there - I'm praying!!

     

  • At 2:44 PM, Blogger LouLou said…

    Ginger,
    Don't you give up now! I can't imagine how difficult this just not knowing. I pray for answers and peace, and mostly for Maya to be home with you where she belongs.

     

  • At 3:28 PM, Blogger Ruth said…

    Ginger,

    You ARE a Mom. You're doing all the worrying any normal Mom does when something is out of their control and their child is affected. Hang in there!

    Ruth

     

  • At 4:15 PM, Blogger Mary said…

    Ginger...Hang in there! She will come home. You are her mother!

     

  • At 3:26 PM, Blogger Alleen said…

    when the heck is he going to give you some real answers... I'm so sorry. I am sending you a big hug as I know this weekend is going to be hard for you.

     

  • At 8:53 PM, Blogger C said…

    Ginger you are a mother and don't give up. Maya will be home just hang in there. I am so sorry that you can't seem to get information from your attorney that is your only connection and he should understand that. I am praying for you.

    Carolyn

     

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I am a single mother with a daughter from Guatemala. I brought her home on August 21st, 2007. I am loving every second of motherhood. Maya is the love of my life. I can't imagine life without her. I thank God everyday that she is home in my arms.

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