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MAYA'S ADOPTION JOURNEY

WELCOME TO MY JOURNEY TO BRING MY DAUGHTER, MAYA GRACE HOME FROM GUATEMALA. DURING THIS JOURNEY I HAVE STUMBLED OVER MANY MOUNTAINS ONLY TO BUILD MY FAITH. THIS HAS BEEN ONE OF THE HARDEST JOURNEY'S OF MY LIFE AND IT HAS THE GREATEST PRIZE AT THE END. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEM TO PLACE MY DAUGHTER IN MY ARMS FOREVER. MY DREAMS WILL THEN BE REALITY!!!

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

MY ONLY HOPE!!

I LOVE MY TAGGIE!! I CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME TO HAVE IT FOREVER.
THIS WAS RIGHT AFTER WE GOT TO THE ROOM. SHE WAS SO TIRED!!! ALL THE EXCITEMENT OF SEEING MOMMY!!
WOW, YOU ARE REALLY HERE!!! MY FOSTER MOM HAS BEEN TELLING ME FOR WEEKS THAT YOU WERE COMING.
PRETTY IN PINK!!
SLEEPING BEAUTY!!!

WELL, I AM FEELING SOME BETTER EMOTIONALLY. I DID HAVE A SMALL MELT DOWN YESTERDAY WHEN I FINALLY GOT MAYA'S PICTURES DEVELOPED. HOWEVER, SEEING ALL 400 OF THOSE PICTURES GIVES ME A LITTLE HOPE. RIGHT NOW LOOKING AT HER IS THE ONLY HOPE THAT I HAVE. AFTER DEALING WITH LIARS FOR 26 MONTHS IT IS HARD TO BE POSITIVE AND HAVE ANY HOPE THAT MAYA WILL EVER COME HOME. AS FAR MY PHYSICAL CONDITION. I THOUGHT I WAS FEELING A BIT BETTER YESTERDAY HOWEVER, IN THE AFTERNOON I STARTED RUNNING FEVER AGAIN. I HAVE STILL HAVE ALL THE STOMACH ISSUES. I GUESS THIS IS GOOD FOR THE WEIGHT LOSS GROUP!! I AM JUST WAITING FOR MONDAY TO SEE IF I WAS LIED TO OR IF MAYA'S CASE IS GOING TO BE RELEASED.


12 Comments:

  • At 7:17 AM, Blogger Alleen said…

    Ginger... keep the hope and faith. I hope with all that I am that your case is coming out. I assume the agency provided another document as the embassy has been requesting that Mary is no longer involved in any way, yada,yada,yada. If so, they should release the case.

     
  • At 9:42 AM, Blogger Unknown said…

    Ginger,
    Praying and hoping for your release on Mon. and quickly back to pink. :) :)
    Such precious pics of your babe.

     
  • At 9:47 AM, Blogger Ruth said…

    Ginger....I'll keep the hope, faith and prayer that Maya's case will be released Monday. Seeing all those other cases come out last week has me very hopeful for you both.

    Maya is such a beautiful girl. I hope you feel better soon. It has to only add to what you feeling not to feel your best.

    Ruth
    www.guatemalansisters.blogspot.com

     
  • At 10:32 AM, Blogger Lori said…

    OH Ginger - I hope you feel better very soon!!!

    I'm proud of you for still having hope - hang onto it girl!!! I'm praying that you are out of PGN soon!!

     
  • At 11:23 AM, Blogger Mary said…

    Ginger,

    It is hard enough to deal with this AND be sick! I can only think that is God's way of preparing you for when she is a teenager bringing home those boys! (okay, please say you at least smiled at that crack!)

    I am praying that everything will be back on track for you on Monday. I hope you are feelng better soon!!!

     
  • At 11:42 AM, Blogger HollyGee said…

    Ginger,

    I'm rooting for you. Hopefully you will get the good news and get better all in the same day(well, hopefully you get better before then) and then it is time to book you FINAL trip.

    :)Holly

     
  • At 7:08 PM, Blogger Natalie said…

    Ginger, I'm so sorry you are still not feeling well. UGH. I am praying that you get feeling better soon and that you'll get some great news about Maya ASAP.

     
  • At 8:13 PM, Blogger HollyGee said…

    Just wanted to comment again to tell you that I'm glad I met you(live and in person) and I think you are great:)

     
  • At 8:49 PM, Blogger Melissa said…

    Keep holding onto your hope and faith and love for Maya. You belong together, and you will be together forever soon.

     
  • At 1:53 PM, Blogger Calico Sky said…

    Oh sweet Ginger, you are in my prayers. She is sooo beautiful and soon you'll be able to hold her 24/7!!

    BIG prayers for you both....my dear friend!!!

     
  • At 7:32 PM, Blogger Crystal said…

    Hey I am hoping you hear something tommorrow!!! I am praying for you --God has brought you this far it is all going to be okay!!! Hang in there!!! Maya is yours --she is going to be coming home soon!!! She needs to be with her mommy!!!! hugs hugs hugs!!!!

     
  • At 12:37 PM, Blogger Mary said…

    Just checking in to see if you had heard anything...I'm thinking about you guys today!

     

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